This experience gave God the opportunity to dig deeper into the message of how much he completely LIKES the way he made me - confirming that he "knit me together in my mother's womb" and did it intentionally because he loves and needs me the way he made me. NONE of his design was a mistake. 

The fruit I have experienced thus far has been a great peace in expressing myself in confidence to him. Speaking freely with him about questions or doubts as I am trying to follow his leading into the mission field is so helpful! 

It is safe to say I have never felt free to just be myself without knowing the axe was going to fall from somewhere to shut me down/up - usually in the guise of God speaking his disapproval of me. I am loving being free to understand who I am in this environment of being 'made right.'

The name he gave me is 'Fit Healer' so it makes so much sense that the enemy would absolutely attack my understanding of my 'Fit' in God's heart and plan!

Thank you so much to Jonathan & Dani, and the whole Identity Intensive team for creating such an open and safe place to hear Holy Spirit in this way.